12/21/12

Jade i prolly shouldn't say this but ima go head n flow, i mean it's not like um tellin you some yeen already kno. couldn't find the words ta say so i just put it in a song, but i just can't find a title maybe i should call it sprong, oooh yea, you just got me so gon you and me should be together why we waitin so long. was it yo girlfriends or yo boyfriend..? maybe i'll get more friends, wat are you to me jade cuz i just can't take no more friends. One last candle but dat flame still burning and i love you so much i write about you in my journal: " Dear diary, today i met this girl you see, she is so amazing i mean she's the freakin best you seei am so caught up in her love i need her next to me, cookin up a dish called amor i need her recipe. yea i know we argue she's my lover and my enemy. but now she's my wifey she used to be just a friend to me. I dont know what to do im so confused somebody help me please i would calll up my nigga be, he'll prolly tell me to leave.i want her all to myself but i heard greed is a sin. so i'll just put her ring up, until i need it again," and if you read me like a book then youo should read it again cux i patched up my heart before but now its bleeding again Now baby ain tryna run you away i kno i'm clingy but its only cux i want you to stay. sometimes you make me feel that life's a game i'm happy to play, i think about you so much. i get on my knees and pray: "Dear God, i come to you with am humble heart and no expression. i just wanna say thanx for putting her n my possetion nd i prayed for the one and she came into my life and i asked you for a girlfriend and you sent me a wife. . .yea,, so i cant complain and i just love her so much, right now it's hard to explain,.... yea, she's my best friend and my wife, and i feel that if she goes away there goes part of my life. and i ain afraid to say i'm inlove with her cux it's true. and the only person that i can't compare her to is you. they say divided we will fall. but together we will stand. until that day that me and her walk hand in hand Aman"